Maybe it's worth it?
I kind of neglected this blog... For a while I thought it's not worth it... Almost felt ashamed of what I wrote here, not entirely feeling too comfortable about the level of exhibitionism... But than I looked at some feedback. Than I looked into my e-mail box and found few mails from people I recognise from queenzone... All the messages (not that many, but even one is more than I expected) were pretty much the same... People tried to make contact. Somehow the thing(s) that I wrote- the level of openess made someone write their own thoughts- just to say "I know the feeling" or "I felt the same", or "I'd like to talk" etc... In this world we seem to be apart all the time. People are less and less with each other. Sure, we can have friends and all but... it's pretty shallow... We're not allowed to be weak, talk about the weakneses, talk about feelings... Somehow humanity is running away from that... Everything is so quick we don't have time for feelings... Isn't it what Prophget's Song is about? Isn't sth like this the REAL contact? Maybe being open isn't such a bad thing? For so many years I tried wearing so many masks- wanted to be perceived as cool or strong or somehow more secure than in reality... Yet the best things happened when the mask was taken off... Maybe this blog makes sense after all... All those nice and precious to me messages kind of made my day... Important stuff...
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